Bull shit

I'm so sick of coming in 2nd with everything. I don't matter first in my love life. I don't matter first to my friends. I don't matter first at work. Some days I wonder why I even bother. There is nothing that I am satisfied with. There are things that I'm okay with, but not happy about. I know that my babbles get old real fast, but it's not funny anymore. I'm tired of all the bullshit going on around me. I'm just going to get up, go to work, and go home. I'm not doing anything for anyone anymore.